is it possible to be happy and sad at the same time?

Prof Lim has replied my email and wants to meet me on the 15th. I'm happy yet i'm sad because i still have 3 weeks left- since i'll be in hongkong next week =(

now, i've gotta settle with Aman's admin.. sigh..

i am not who you think i am

when i was told "sometimes u need to make a statement(of wealth/status)" i was extremely disappointed especially when it comes out from someone i least expect. or for that matter from a person i wished he/she wasn't.

sigh

am i the only one that can't make sense out of it?

i wished for simpler things.

am i being unrealistic just because i didn't ask for the same things?

nothing's right then what's wrong?

the many things i think every night before i sleep.
words that i never get to utter.
mistakes i've made in the day.
misunderstandings i never get to mend before the day ends.
things i didn't do despite all the preparations i have done.
thoughts i didn't manage to write down on this blog.
regrets.
then i will tell myself the same thing before i sleep. i have to do it the next morning.
when the day ends, the same cycle begins. sigh.

i'm so frustrated with my dad. i trusted him so much but in the end he failed me. the only time i asked him to keep mum in front of dr chan, he did the opposite!
just because it is not important to others doesn't mean it is not important to me! it mattered to me so why can't i keep things to myself? why must i publicize every single thing that i do? why? why? why?
why is your way better than mine? why can't i do the things that i like? why must there be only one route? why can't i take the road less taken?
that's the reason why i keep things to myself because no one seems capable of keeping secrets! even if it is not a secret please get my permission before telling the whole world about the conversations that we have!
please do not tattle on others!

“ why do we ask people how they’re when we don’t give a crap about the answer? … but in reality, he wants the pat answer, the expected response, so that he can go on his merry way”

the fact is i am pretty judgy- wudgy

sorry. i just can't people who likes to show off.
my god, if you are serious about doing something, say a sport, isn't comfort the utmost importance?
oh puh-lease, put ur make up at home and wear your hair up!
but i guess that was her intention to attract unwanted attention because she thought it was more important than her pride/principle.

holymamanesssss.... it's my last day of internship!! OMGGGGG..... shhhhhhhh...it's a secretttt....
pinky promise k k k ???? =P