Blog Every Day In June

I, personally think I am not a blogger(actually, this is true).

Why?

'Cause I rant more than telling stories about my (daily) life/experiences. And every rants and rambles has a story behind it and only those involved would understand. Given they actually read my blog.

Anddd I care less about writing cool/good/interesting/perfect/funny posts.

 

So, being in this blogosphere for 6 7 years, I ought to do something bloggers do. which is, well, of course BLOG!

 

Hence A new challenge for this reluctant blogger...

 

::Blog everyday in June::

 

p.s. found this challenger on some random website. she prepared all the post topics so what the heck, I'll take it!

 

and pssst! Julie/Julia project coming soon!

For Us(women) and boys-becoming-men

Stumbled upon this beautiful article.

 

Cheers to Dr. Kelly(a father) who wrote it. 

 

 

Everything changes

I have never cried so badly in my dreams. Not until now. waking up with swollen eyes. Choking. Breathless. Headache.
I wished it wouldn't come true.

what use or good will come if I speak and all that comes after that is only silence. and all I am reduced to is tears. hence I chose Silence as well. at least I do not have to wait for an answer.
what can I hold on to if I hear plans but to be stood up time after time?
what hurts the most is when you're stood up and forgotten and still have to pretend everything is ok.
what if I am not ok.
it is just not acceptable.
because I have to be happy, sweet, jolly, pretty, always smiling, always strong...
what if I am just not

The tale of the circle

An observer of that little circle, a Jasmine tree is all required to stay away, to stay grounded. But no man is without greed. That observer no less.
How do you feel? A question that will never surface. Ever.