Sunday, March 29, 2009

i was having my nap(my first, this month) in the hall while watching the rerun of American Idol, and i was awaken by Lady and Junior's barking X(

i only had 15 minutes of nap time! and i missed Matt Giraud's and Kris Allen's performance!!!=(

i guess that's the consequences of owning dogs who barks at every single stranger they meet or will meet.

and i bet Melanie and Bin would be laughing their arses off reading this.

mel and i were total opposites. i like dogs and she likes cat!

don't you think dogs are just so so adorable?

i had a girls-night-out with Bin and Mel last Tuesday. we watched Marley & Me. i can relate to what John Grogan had experienced with Marley. i do have dogs as incorrigible as Marley yet adorable at the same time. I have 3 dogs if you hadn't notice. i rarely talk about them in my blogs. in fact, i never talk about Lady, Junior and Mike at the same time!

Lady's afraid of thunder, lightings and rain. heavy rain. she'll bark till the rain stops. we always think she has some kind of grudge against rain and thunder. perhaps she has had some bad history with thunder and rain??? and now she behaves like a lil girl tho she's hitting 13 this year!
she'll get so excited every time she sees me in my sneakers cos she'll know i'm bringing her for a walk. those were the days when she's able to run and jog with me in the evening. i missed it. she can't take vigorous exercises these days. she'll sprain herself easily. not as agile as she used to be.

Junior on the other hand is the baby of Lady. 7 and a half now. he's a clean-freak just like my 2nd sister(of course!) like mother(my sis) like son!
he doesn't go under the rain(unlike Lady!)
he eats like Marley. he eats everything! from leaves to hibiscus, insects(especially lizards) and even mango seed. anything edible(or not) he'll eat if he's "lucky" we didn't catch him. once he tried to eat a SCREW!::sweat::
but thank god he didn't, or else we have to operate him. and we kept it from my sister. rofl. one month later only i confessed to her over dinner and everyone laughed their arses off, especially dad. gosh, what a dog!


Mike pulak...hmm... my dad's fav of course. just turned 6 last January. he's totally opposite from Lady and Junior. Cocky, arrogant, only has 3 friends( besides my family and i), fierce, bushy, incorrigible, horrible, noisy, loud, spoilt brat, adorable, pretentious, loves cam-whoring, unfriendly(towards animals and humans as well), energetic, loves to pee, playful etc...i can't stop describing him because you'll never know what he'll do next. he loves music. i love having him beside me while i play the piano. i like seeing him so calm and gentle. hardly can see him being so calm. and he's afraid of rain and the dark. I can do whatever I want to him and he never struggles and gets annoyed cos he run to me or anyone at home for comfort and protection. and he's good in charming us to give him what he wants.
I can hardly stop talking when it comes to my dogs or any dogs cos they're so freaking lovable! sometimes i wonder what will i do or react if i'm in Grogan's situation. will i cry my eyeballs out?? i never want it to happen to me. never, i hope but who lives a thousand years rite? ... they are definitely one of the best things that ever happened to me. =)
Marley & Me is definitely one of the BEST true stories ever written and filmed. watch it if you haven't. read it too! according to rubin, the movie has a lot of missing scenes. interesting scenes. she keeps telling me she doesn't want to finish reading it. heh..
oh yeah, did you guys took the challenge? the Earth Hour challenge?? haha... keep that spirit going on if you do switch off you lights just now. don't conserve energy for the sake of Earth Hour. one hour every year won't make much difference if every other day you're wasting it. right?? it's alright to be a lil "kiam siap"( stingy) when it comes to natural resources... lol
good night!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

me not me

i thought i was gonna breakdown on the day i sort of hated. surprisingly, i didn't. i didn't humiliate me self. i didnt. hah. the walk towards the foyer was nothing less than a mental torture. nerve- wrecked like hell man.

i saw students. in uniform. lots and lots of 'em. it has been a while i left that school. seeing familiar faces around was such a relief cos the foyer was jam-packed. and then i saw yun and a bunch of sixth- formers. fuh.. i was nervous man. then our "beloved" teacher handed me my results. honestly, my hands were shaking like mad as i ripped open that "thing". seriously, the only thing in my mind was privacy. and thankfully they understood and i was left alone to open that envelope.

but right after that, fuh people started asking questions.

messages began pouring in.

i wasn't annoyed by them. people were just concern and i was gald i'm surrounded by nice, caring people. it's just that... hmmm... i don't know how to explain. i'm not disappointed. i'm not sad. it's just that, yeah i'm statisfied but still i need to be alone to pick me self up. i didn't know exactly why i reacted that way but .... just bare with my sudden moood swing k?..=)

anyways, it's all over and now it's making-the-right-choice time.

Monday, March 9, 2009

when jungle girl meets the 3 city girls

this post has been kept unseen for almost a week. i didn't want to publish an incomplete post because there are so many interesting and amazing and fun stuff to tell. and i don't want any one of you miss it. i guess the most fun part of this trip was the timing. organised at the most nerve-wrecking time of our lives, we went there 2days before STPM results are out and we acually managed to put that aside.

over lunch on satuday, we agreed that anything which has something to do with STPM are considered as taboos. however, cheeky mami-muth tricked meiyin and she has to do the dishes after dinner...XD

a lot had happened during this trip. for instance, we "baptised" meiyin( she was bitten by 4 leeches!!) while none of us(mami-muth, bin and i) got bitten by them! i guess they can sense and mark down ppl that has not been bitten by them. that's the only theory i can ever think of cuz everyone of us(excluding meiyin) has had leech bites b4.XD

the 1st and 2nd leech on meiyin's leg was discovered and "murdered" with the powerful leech-killer named OFF! and the whole scene was videotaped. everytime i play it, i would burst-out laughing. i just couldn't resist it!!lol....

the fun begins....

at first we thought there were 2 leeches on meiyin's leg. when we returned to the house, meiyin discovered 2 more leeches in between her toes, underneath her feet! bloody cruel man those leeches...

poor meiyin! i guess nature loves her more than us! a toad was hiding in one of her sneakers too... enough of dramas, ash and fudge were the most lovable and adorable creatures in the cleft. ohh... i'll upload pictures of them next time. my camera's playing hide and seek with me.

ookay.. hmm what else did i miss???

oh yeah, we went to payless book sales and then drank rootbeer and then ate ikan bakar etc etc and then went mamak with wuying, april, lisa and cy...

all i can say the two days that i spent with you guys, I really enjoyed to the fullest. not once i was depressed over the up-coming tuesday( which was last tuesday)... ciao!

Saturday, March 7, 2009

unrelevant fact

March "hates" Malaysia so much. I hope March never comes. Cos i don't even care if it just disappear. seriously, i don't give a damn about it.
I HATE March! yes, i finally have the guts to admit it! I hate March! I hate the tension. I hate the pressure. I hate the nervous breakdown. I hate being depressed. I hate myself. I hate regrets. I'm sicked of worrying about this and that. and most of all, i hate facts, truth, or whatever.
I hate being a student! I hate exams. I hate being judge by my grades. I hate, hate, hate, and HATE!
woah, i'm so dark....but anyway, what a relief!
whatever, I'm on the verge of getting a nervous breakdown. i never liked admitting that i'm not fine. i'm not fine. i'm not cool. i bet millions, gazillions of people had been traumatised by a piece of "paper" with printings in black carbon ink.
look what a "paper" can do to me!
i'm amazed!
hah...
I just hope I'm able to keep my composure and not let loose myself on that important day! hahhhhhhh.... why so sooooooonnnnn???????????
i've been dealing with contradictions practically every day and now i have another "mess" I created to deal with.
now it's bedtime. need to get up early. going to MR's place.. which of course i'm so so looking forward to. and i promised myself to let everything go and have fun, forget about that stupid day and go gila-gila...
whateverlah!XD

Sunday, March 1, 2009