WHY

why take the lead when you’ve got to rely on my navigation?

why can’t you for once in your goddamn life let me take the wheel?

you want to be the captain? so be it! just remember I’m not your sailor.

never was, never will.

you don’t trust me?

then why ask for my help?

I hate the fact that whenever I know I am right someone has got to prove me wrong.

if you think I am wrong then why in the first place ask me to help you??? go deal your problems yourself la!

they will always try extra hard, in an absurd way, to prove that I am wrong.

even if I am right, they will still try to make me do the wrong thing. by confusing me.

i’m not out to get you

dear oh dear TWIHARD fans(maybe not), Team- Jacob fans(if you insist), Team Edward fans(if it still does not sound ridiculous enough) and Bella (ugh! @-@) fans out there
i’m trying really, really hard to not be mean
but
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I can’t!
the movie might not be “that” bad (was all the while bad for me.. i just love watch it and make fun of every single ridiculous, cheesy scene/script) but you fans out there made the whole twilight saga looked even worse!
and your FB status updates ain’t helpin’ at all ROFL but I can’t help to keep myself updated cos it is so darn hilarious!!!
I attempted to Google the word “twihard” not long ago and I chanced upon “QUizilla” and I took the quiz called “ARE YOU A TWIHARD?”
had to answer questions like this

if you were wondering by any chance they were my answers……well, hell yeah! ><

people actually have the time to create this sort of thing!
and
people actually answer to this sort of thing! (speaking of which, I did this quiz too HAHAH)
quick quick guess how I fare in this quiz
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GASP!!!!
I’m secretly a TWIHARDER! hypocrite much? *shy*
LMAO
btw
do you noticed the caption in the pic above
“WHERE THE JERSEY SHORE AND THE GULF COAST COLLIDE”
??????
LMAO

the moment the fucker took away my happiness. i was happy 12 hours ago. my dream came true. but the fucker took it away.

i don’t understand why i can’t be mad.

the only thing i can do now before anything else is mad.

why can’t i be mad?

why can’t i curse, scream, cry, shout, or yell?

i know

i know

i know by crying and cursing people would not solve the problem

you think i did not know that?

i am the fucking super rational pei li

do you know that i spent 2 hours crying in the library while completing one of my lab reports? and i still manage to complete it. see how fucked up rational i can be?
of course my FB friends would not know that. cos they don't even know me at all. and try to judge me?

what frustrates me the most is that people love to take the rights to be angry away from me and judge me for using profanities and judge me for crying, for exaggerating the whole situation
hello

i ain’t no fucking saint

neither are you

you do not have a single clue what i have been through this year
so you have no rights to judge me

and i do not even fucking care about those comments on that fucking FB because the reason why i posted
that up is because i need people from my school to see that. it is because i know the fucker’s friend would be able to view it and then the fucker will be able to see it.

i ain’t stupid

i don’t care if people wanna continue to judge me

go ahead

i do not fucking care

oh sorry

i am supposed to say sorry for using profanities right

oh sorry i forgot i am the innocent Zoe who should not know the meaning of wtf

anyways i do not know what else i should use except fuck

please teach me other profanities

thank you

i tried

i tried helping her…
if she doesn’t want to help herself, then goodbye.
i can’t be bothered anymore.
come on! I’m not your mother nor your best friend nor your sister. I am not obligated to help you with all my might. I would if you had showed some appreciation. And I did indeed helped you. Now when I think of it, I feel you are using me because I used to not care.
Hello, I’m just a friend OK! Just plain friend. Brutal truth? The world is brutal. I’m only conforming.
If you can’t take the class seriously then QUIT!
Why make people’s life so miserable?
and btw, MY NAME IS NOT INFORMER!
you gotta work hard to earn what you want my dear.
for the 1st time in my life I’d actually love science classes.. at least people do care about efficiency. at least. probably not all sciences in general but yeah, sometimes a little bit of kiasu-ism helps. a little bit only OK?
OK got that one out.
NOW, focus on muzik estetika! @_@

the cutest thing <3

they kept that name!

I don’t know why I am happy but I am!
GREEN CUBE!
they kept the name!
beanie now u know why i asked u that question earlier eh? XDDD

the sweetest thing

Mel got me a mid-semester-break-snack-pack before she left for the holidays! so sweet and thoughtful of her! it contained all my favourite snacks! oatkrunch, nescafe and skittles! Thank you, love!
a red note was attached to it too…
it says,
To Miss Zoe Lim Pei Li
on days where she may feel tired, lazy, dangerous to go out, & oh yes, on rainy, windy days, that she may have something to nibble on to these mid semester break. Haha, enjoy! =)

I’m so touched. Yes. Up till today.
I was sad because I came to the decision to stay back for my project while everyone get to go home, enjoy the break, do stuff and, most importantly, get out of USM. I was a tad envious. I was. Yep. Silly me eh? but anyways, I got through the whole week, safely and soundly. the whole campus was practically empty, especially at night. creepy.
aside from working in the lab, studying in the library, jogging, play songs on my guitar, watch dramas (tons of drama) i did nothing else… yea, that was how i spent my holidays. I should be a geek or a nerd, right?
in fact, i think I’m turning into a science geek.
hmmmm…………

just listen

I am so proud of them! >_<
few years back when I introduced them here(that post probably hidden somewhere in the archive heh) they were just 3 guys doing covers(in their OWN STYLE) on youtube. but still very successful with hundred thousands of hits.
that was then
now?
with their highly successful US/Canada tour, they are now touring in Europe!
gosh I wish I could see them perform live! I wanna go to Europe! T_T