i thought i was gonna breakdown on the day i sort of hated. surprisingly, i didn't. i didn't humiliate me self. i didnt. hah. the walk towards the foyer was nothing less than a mental torture. nerve- wrecked like hell man.
i saw students. in uniform. lots and lots of 'em. it has been a while i left that school. seeing familiar faces around was such a relief cos the foyer was jam-packed. and then i saw yun and a bunch of sixth- formers. fuh.. i was nervous man. then our "beloved" teacher handed me my results. honestly, my hands were shaking like mad as i ripped open that "thing". seriously, the only thing in my mind was privacy. and thankfully they understood and i was left alone to open that envelope.
but right after that, fuh people started asking questions.
messages began pouring in.
i wasn't annoyed by them. people were just concern and i was gald i'm surrounded by nice, caring people. it's just that... hmmm... i don't know how to explain. i'm not disappointed. i'm not sad. it's just that, yeah i'm statisfied but still i need to be alone to pick me self up. i didn't know exactly why i reacted that way but .... just bare with my sudden moood swing k?..=)
anyways, it's all over and now it's making-the-right-choice time.
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