JuSt SO you KnoW

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

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my computer is back from the 'hospital'!!!yay=p...and here i am bloging..again.. told ya i'm kinda addicted to the comp nowadays. not just addicted. i'm so attached to it..


btw, sooks and bin they all are going to kay-land-tan tonight...hope they will have a fun trip...i bet they will.. anyway, pray with me that they'll have a save trip too...*fingers crossed*


leaving me and mims in school tomo all by ourself...*sobsob*..=(





anyway, i've uploaded pics from mims camera..show you huh...:-)

we took this on our way to kuala jasin.. we saw some elephant droppings by the shore too...hehe

Help!!!i'm being attacked!

i've been directly attacked!!...by a stupid cbox comment on my club's blog....
i knew that i'll be hated by ppl once i accept the president post in KPA... seriously who on earth have never ever criticise a president. All of us do!
hahaha....pls don't deny...we all criticise Bush for killing innocent ppl...don't you???
anyway, leave political issue aside. story cut short. i was attacked by a stupid boy named 'nt'.. have no idea who is that....
he insulted my leadership and claimed that he'll bring KPA to the next level! trash talking from the start till the end on how brillliant he is if he's a president...
i'll wait and see...
being a president is not a game...you won't lose definitely....but you will fall...
every eyes is on you...every decision you make are under watchful eyes...and sometimes evil ppl want you to fail so badly they play hipocrisy...
what i'm trying to say is a president musn't always be right but he/she must always stand by his/her decision every single time....i know i'm not always rite...but i tried my best... what more u want??!!!....i'll give anyone this post if he/she is eligible ....
i don't care who or what he wants...but he'll never get what he wishes....that's one thing for sure.
ahhh....it's like a joke you know. ppl like him loves trash-talking yet wanna remain anonymous.. if he's such a dare-devil..he'll let the whole world know by using his real name and NOT INITIALs...
fyi, you can't fit your humongous ego in such a SMALL head!
this is not a masquerade party....so leave your mask at home!!!!!!!!

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gosh...i don't know what's happening to me. i'm facing my computer everyday since holidays had started....
i just got this habit of switching on the computer every single time i'm in the room.. i need to stop this!...i was never a computer addict and now, i'm transforming into one...
i was reading blogs of some senoirs for my school. and damn they can write so well. i mean their blogs are way better and more interesting than mine...not that i envy them..they write everything in such detail. i can never do that.
at first this blog was meant for my personal use. haihz..but in the end, people discovered it and started viewing ...thanks to me. i still can't forget my stupidity. i'm really a blogspot illliterate until now...
please don't get offended. it's not that i don't like you viewing. i kinda wanna write more personal stuffs here than in xanga.
thoughts of privatising this blog...crushed....=P
anyway, sex and the city is gonna be in cinemas soon!...guess when...
24 July!!!!! my bday!!!!