de-stressing

i don't get why i have to attend that freaking LKM400(Bhs Malaysia- they call that in USM) class!

it's not like we're going to be BM expert/chemist in the future! this freaking class is super tough and we're freaking compulsory to speak in "bahasa baku"!

BM quiz.
Try figure this out.
Pronounce "psikologi"- in bahasa baku of course.

Answer: Sea-ko-lo-gee

oh my gosh!!!... i was absolutely speechless when i heard the "correct" pronunciation. It's super obvious that they took this word directly from English and freaking change the spelling.
English words adopted from foreign language, for example forte is pronounced and spelt as forte! so why freaking smart ass Malaysians wanna change adopted words to their own. as if people wouldn't know it was faked!

Speeeeechlessssss............

never knew

Rain can last for days in Penang. This is a fact I never knew. LOL. Seriously it has been raining(continuously) since last night(friday) until today! And as far as I'm concerned, the rain has only stopped for less than an hour.

I'm having a bad day today and the weather is equally bad as well.

I'm praying it will continue to rain until tomorrow evening cos if it does, tomorrow's event will be cancelled. Yippie!!!... ::evil::

I'm sorry for being so emotional in my previous blog post. Aren't I a complicated and contradicting person? One moment I'm like this, and the next I'm that. Haha. Thank you Bin for your time. I was hoping to talk to someone about my emotions. And there you were. Bin, love you so much!!hahah.. ::lesbo::

All I have to do to make myself feel better is by talking to someone. It works all the time. Heh.

So rain, please rain...

LOL

so dead boring

I hate today to the core! I've spent 7 hours in a lecture hall doing unbenificial stuff. I find all these get-to-know sessions a waste of TIME and EFFORT and MONEY!!!!..
Can't believe I'm actually funding myself into this crap!

I am freaking emo and unhappy right now. I guess my patience and virtue and temper have gone all haywire ever since I stepped into this university. I know, the universities in this country are all the same- it's just, I can't control my emotions right now. I felt like running away from the hall and everything that I wrote I have had it on my mind ever since this morning.

It's a freaking Saturday and bank holiday some more- some governer's day I think(in penang la)- and I have to wake up 6.30am just to attend today's IN-TE-RAC-TION DAY. and it will last until tomorrow morning. gone la my sunday. Can't rest. I've to leave my room before 8.30am for class for the past week- and for the next 3 months or so. I swear I have never sleep past 9am ever since I came here. not once!

I really envy those who get to have a flexible timetable this semester. Mine will always be pack. I know I shouldn't complain that much but I just can't help it. I really hope I can stop complaining once and for all. I am super tired and stressed and homesick.

I never thought I had a problem with campus life until now. Everything in this university made it even harder for me to adapt. The language, new friends(who have completely different interest from me- those from my course especially).. etc etc..

All they say in this blardy university is "APEX". even the lecturers and seniors used it against us. I don't see the relevance. In my opinion(other 1st year students as well), this award/recognition was given too early and we are totally way below par. Just take a look at the academic part of the university, courses are conducted in MALAY! Lecturers aren't capable to conduct lessons in ENGLISH. How the hell can we be an APEX UNIVERSITY!!!..

Even when we have foreign students from the Stated, China, Iran, etc. formal events and even talks and briefings are conducted in MALAY. How the hell those students can understand????
For god's sake, please just use ENGLISH.. it's really embarrasing for us, Malaysian students when those foreigners found out that even lecturers can't converse well in english.

and for today's event, guess what? surprisingly, everyone spoke in BM!::sarcastically::
that's why I always say "kononnye "APEK" university"....

FINALLY!!!!!

OH MY GOSHHHHH!!!!



FINALLY!!!!!!



FINALLY I CAN BLOG!!!



FINALLY, I GAINED ACCESS TO USMHOTSPOT!!

FINALLY!!

WOOHOOO!!!!after 5 gruelly hours- walking (under the hot, scorching SUN) and waiting and waiting and waiting for my turn. Kononnye "APEK" university=P.. Computer centre pulak so cacat. not enough staff and office super stuffy..

sighhhhhhhhh...

anyway, I'm super relieved to be able to online!!!! I find myself hidden from the outside world without internet connection.. LOL..

and by the way, I've lost all my contacts on MSN so I hope you can do me a favour. please addeme???... anyhow, if you know a way that I can retrieve all my existing contacts??.. Just leave a comment if you do or just text me on my handphone. KAY??? KAY??? thanks a lot... hahah

xoxo