10 things i’d say to my sixteen-year-old-self

1- Follow your instincts because they are darn right.

2- despite getting bullied and bossed around by her, your big sis loves you very much(she’ll learn to appreciate your presence especially when you’re away *winks*)

3- need not bug dad to bring you to Penang. You will be travelling up and about north of Malaysia. *hint* you’ll end up studying there lol

4- it’s okay to like chemistry because you need it in life. because chemistry IS life. despite having people around telling you otherwise.

5- it’s okay to skip school =P

6- it’s okay to ignore the boys.(that is not being cocky. trust me.) you’ll meet a keeper soon lol.


7- listen to mom and dad but do what you think is right.

8- people will still stare. ignore them. walk tall. sit straight. and glare.

9- you will still be categorise as cute, even when you are in your 20s. sigh. just live with it. lol.

10- you are still daddy’s little gal. i think you can live with it. haha.

my new found love...

tweeter

no LIKE buttons. (YES!)

no ODD friends whom I can't UNFRIEND.

i CAN post gazillion times a day and WHO CARES!







p.s. missing you already

didn't know it then

it'd be like this
how it felt
sigh

exam period now
i'm home
excited?
yes!
social butterfly? still not back yet
sorry

nerd-mode?
still off
but i'm trying my best to study and keep everything in my head

sigh

well i'm getting bored of myself
help me!

nah

he's (one of) the  best
original singer/songwriter/musician

took me months to be able to download it so please take a listen okayyy =P

i'd only choose the good notes

the very moment i heard the news i thought of dad

i didn't know why

but i have not stopped thinking of him since yesterday morning

called mom yesterday night after the wake

i wished i'm home

she's a strong person. stronger than me. stronger than anyone of us could have imagined.

this chapter may not end as smoothly as she might have wanted or hoped for but after today (and the funeral on sunday) i wish our prayers and blessings will be heard to help her and her family to move on.

i'd picked all the good notes to play. henceforth, it'll accompany me as the day comes to an end.

no big celebrations required.

Bises