blues

am having the usual weekday blues (haha) but this week was even worse than worse. it has been raining non-stop(again!!) since sunday! from the moment we stepped out of Bayan Lepas airport, everything looked gloomy and cold and wet and wet and wet ... and then I had a couple of tests and a freaking bm presentation but unfortunately it was cancelled. I was hoping to get this stupid presentation done as soon as possible because I hate this subject to the core! I don't see where I can go by taking this subject. seriously.

next week, a new cycle of experiments will commence and I'm gonna to be paired up with an international student from China. I'm not being critical and racist here okay? it's just, after working with him in one experiment I don't think I can bear giving him tips in completing the lab report all the time. maybe he ain't that bad, I suppose. not being judgemental again ok? i'm just kinda worried.. that's all.

oh my, back to the weather. I miss having hot baths::sobsob:: it's just too chilly and cold to take a bath but what can I do =( me no like the weather. period. I hate it. i hate having my feet all soaked up, wet and I have to stuff everything in my bag to prevent them from getting wet. this week it's all about rain, wet, cold, chilly, etc etc
btw, if usm really wanna conserve energy, I suggest to reduce the usage of air- conditioners especially during times like these. the lecture halls were extremely cold and plus the temperature of the surroundings, it's even colder. a sweater can't even keep me warm!

sigh, endless complains. what is wrong with me?

anyways, I hope it'll stop raining. just for a day so I could wash my bedsheets. hah.

Oh my god! Oh my god!

I'm back in my hostel! I miss my room so much! I miss Penang so much!

I can't believe one week has passed. It felt like I left here for a couple of days only!







Oh gosh, the fact is, how I wish I actually meant what I said=(







Requote- "oh my god, I can't believe I'm back in Penang, blogging in this crappy, "fugly", disgusting room! =("



uncountable times I've told myself to be grateful, grateful that I'm not stucked in some "ulu" university that will not serve breakfast and lunch during fasting season! I kept reminding myself to be grateful that I don't have to travel 40 over kilometres to the nearest town. I should be grateful because the nearest shopping mall(Queensbay) is just approx 10 minutes away from USM. yes, I should be grateful.

But I can't help being sulky and whiny and fussy and grumpy over this fact. so I am deeply sorry for all the dramas.

I'm going home tomorrow!
Oh my god! Oh my god!
Can't wait!!!

I'm sick!

I can't stop snotting!
Omg, 50 more hours and I'll be home.... home ... home... but I'm sick!
how can this be!
it's so unfair!!!!!
I eat well, I had fairly good amount of sleep every night, I drank lots of water, I exercise.. so what went wrong????!!!!!
Why am I having this stupid flu when I'm about to go home??
I felt like plucking my nose off my face! don't laugh... i'm serious!

urghhhhhh.... stupid weather.......