it's good to have an alter ego

to remind me the Better Days are all my creations.
to console me when I lost the Better Days.
to re-create a new Better Day.

To dream about locking doors and windows. Anyone have any idea what that could mean? LOL

Gawd I need help! I want to sleep! I am sleep- deprived. But I don't wanna take sleeping pills!

The lyrical part of life

Living and chasing
Good scenery like illusion
Keep on chasing, chase for every moment in life
but it's stupid
Keep on chasing, chase for the basic need of life
But I've got so much

when it is too much

Can you "over-care" a person?

If it is possible then probably we should invent a "care-meter". In the event we "over-care" someone it will beep. An indication that we should stop before it gets too overwhelming.

I'm turning into a Sara Fitzgerald.

Do I?