the feeling of being (told of being an) inconvenience is a mixture of humiliation and anger with a dash of defected ego and adjusted with tantrum just to cover the overwhelming taste of humiliation and sadness and to overwhelm the taste of lost dignity ... but it failed to remove disappointment. wondering how should I formulate this and put it up into SAP and to be followed by SEQUIN and FINI.

Shocking!

 

I was at this concert yesterday night. Yeah, you heard me right. I went to a mando-pop concert. Can't imagine? LOL

(was given free tickets so why not!)

Though mando- and canto-pop were never in my list since like forever, nevertherless I have to say I am super impressed with his wide vocal range. He HAS a WIDE vocal range and it is impressive.

Sorry I only know now. Yeah, ignorant "cina". Yeah, me.

and OMG he sings and writes jazz!

How cool is that!

I did enjoyed his concert although the crowds a bit crappy, boring and unsupportive and blur. Wait! and lame too.

(I can't believe they don't cheer and clap for his talented BAND!

his bassist, guitarist, trumpetist and pianist played wonderfully and yet the audience did not understand their solo parts!)

Sorry I'm not a fan of his. I can't go shouting and cheering hysterically. I only support him by giving him a standing ovation.

To sum up he is musically and vocally talented. and I can't wait to discover more local artiste like him. Not those gedik kind tho. We kinda have plenty of them. lol.



I have rights to declare that

1. I am having PMS
2. you should not annoy or piss me by asking why I am losing weight. I don't freaking EVER want to ANSWER to THAT QUESTION!
3. If you do not want to be YELLED AT, DO NOT ASK ME THAT FRIGGIN' QUESTION!
4. I hate being given indecisive answers. JUST Answer THAT FRIGGIN' question.

Mirror

Facts:

1. I lost some weight. Yes, finally I am admitting this fact.

2. Don't worry I am not undergoing a strict diet. I AM always on a healthy diet. Can't figure out why I am losing weight. sigh.

3. I love my new job although it is stressing the hell out of me. I like the new environment.

4. I hate big family. I hate gossips. I hate family politics and I want to wash my hands off the problems created by or related to my extended family. It is very depressing.

5. I feel very unwell although I am fine. I hope.

6. I want every thing normal. Normal. But it ain't happening.

7. I hope this is just another PMS period.

8. What I need now is not gonna happen anytime soon.

9. Why can't people just accept each other and be nice. sincerely.

10. I am not pretty nor an alien. Don't stare. It is rude.