being in the jungle for 3 days can actually keep me from facing the reality. i love that! running away from my problems.
however, i'm back in dilemma when mims did that tarot reading.... i feel eager to try out after watchin ppl doin it. but it wasn't that true...(i meant by the predictions)
i can't stop thinking whether to or not to accept him... and my emotions are running pretty low at that moment due to exhaustion...
i didn't want my history to repeat again. disappointing someone else is the last thing i wanna do..
the things he did or say have no effect on me....i don't feel blushed nor happy....not like last time. i know i shouldn't compare...i'm not comparing...i just want that kind of feeling back... but it just won't happen...
why can't someone i like fall for me??....haihzz....anyway, i'm not in the mood for love now.... maybe later.
p.s. why can't i write emo stuff in my blog??....again i said...it's my blog!...back off ppl...don't read if you think it's too emo....plss...
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