tell the truth and shame the devil

sometimes honesty aint the best policy in life, to a certain extent of course.

i am currently spreading a lie. and i am tired of it. i wonder how JangMiri(google Miss Ripley ;-]) could live in a tangled web of lies!
i understand the whole one-lie-that-leads-to-another situation because currently, i am living it! i know one day i will get hurt real bad.
eventhough originally that lie was meant for just one person. in the end, a whole bunch of people got involved. i am wrong. i know that. because this is my conscience speaking. however it had failed(miserably) to deter me from starting the lie.
you must be pretty curious about what lie i am talking about. it is the only lie that i am most concerned. err..
there is another one. i wouldn't call it a lie. it is more of a secret. *in the state of denial* teehee
anyhow, back to "that" lie. you'll be updated soon if "that" lie actually works. *fingerscrossed* though i know i don't deserve a lucky shot in this =(