Subject: ME
Experiment: effects of sleep deprivation
Results: moody, lack of deliberation, lack of concentration, irritable, sensitive, lack of emotional control, impatience, sudden outburst of anger, whiny
Conclusion: none. beware that this is just the beginning.
i am either swamped with work or in distress.
LIFE SUCKS!
what can i do?
KICK SUCKS IN HIS ASS???
someone once said “perhaps our eyes need to be washed with our tears once in a while, so that we can see life in a clearer view again”
but i am just too tired to even think about it and cry. crying hurts.
things always seem so easy when you are at the other end. it is so easy to figure out a solution. it is the action that is difficult to put in effect.
what i am afraid most is gonna happen. soon.
I know my priorities. i know i gotta do this and this and that and this and that………
but i do not know where i am heading anymore!
so how am i suppose to just hang on???
what am i suppose to hang on to?
all i know now is work can actually stop myself from thinking. all i need to do is work work work work and work.
I am sorry for being all whiny, annoying and emotional. It is because I trust myself when i am around/beside you.
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