am i on a late rebelling stage?
or is this a sign of first- stage depression?
or it is just PMS? but can PMS last for more than 1 month? I’ve been so emotional ever since the start of the semester that is why I am easily provoked by petty matters. and if it is big, you might be expecting a thunder storm coming from me. and for the first time my head would come up with a stream of curse words whenever I am unhappy! I am always unhappy. so why the hell people keep asking me why am I so HAPPY ALL THE TIME!!??????
or this is a sign of stress?
you see, I don’t give a shit about the world and everything around me.
I wanted to be alone all the time.
I wanted to cry but I have no time for it.
I am easily angered.
I lose my patience all the time.
I hate the world.
I hate people around me.
I hate USM.
I hate people who are more superior than me.
I hate dumb people. not because they are dumb but the fact that the like to act dumb.
I hate crowds.
I hate happy people!
I hate doing what people are doing.
I hate conforming to the society.
I hate answering stupid questions.
I hate those stupid status updates on FB.
I hate rules. absurd rules. for now, all rules are absurd.
I hate people telling what I should do.
Most importantly, I hate my life. I hate myself!
you see! I hate almost everything in my life!
I hate the fact that I hate everything. and I don’t even know why!
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Saturday, December 3, 2011
the reason why i wanna leave usm is because i know they are going to be here forever
am i wrong to hate them for making my life even more miserable?
“omg, i’m so busy. i got no time to STUDY.”
intended to reply her: F*** U… do you think you are the only one with heavy workloads?
“i haven’t STUDY finish laa……”
wanted to say this so badly: then go study la! tell me for what?
“omg, i did so badly in the EXAM! how? HOW? HOW? HOW? HOW?”
wanted to tell her this so badly:
Please go to the School of Mathematical Sciences. Take the lift to the 7th floor. Walk towards the balcony. and
then jump down. instant death. then you don’t have face the bad grades you got. Got it? but i know in the end you wouldn’t do that because you know your grades are fine! you’d be receiving a way much better grades than me. so if this is a way of being humble, GET A GRIP! you think I am 3 years old? please stop stupidfy yourself. i know that word doesn’t exist. it was intended for you only. HAppY?
“did you study for the test?" omg, i didn’t study laaaaa……”
wanted to say this so badly: then go study la! tell me for what? oh, am i supposed to feel sorry for you?
“how to do this huh?”
intended to reply her: can you fucking stop acting like you are dumb? you will be dumb if you keep doing that.
WHAT THE HELL????
can you please stop whining????
ohmygawd, I don’t know how much more I can take?
can you believe from monday till friday I have to face these kind of people?
85 days in a semester I have to face them
85!
so in conclusion, I have had
85 x 4semesters = 340 days of misery! (so far)……
and counting……
in the end of my study here in USM
i’d be having
85 x 6semesters = 510 days of misery!
so can you blame me for having frequent breakdowns?
SERIOUSLY!
WHY AM I ALWAYS BEING SURROUNDED BY PYSCHOTIC GIRLS?
GET A LIFE!
“omg, i’m so busy. i got no time to STUDY.”
intended to reply her: F*** U… do you think you are the only one with heavy workloads?
“i haven’t STUDY finish laa……”
wanted to say this so badly: then go study la! tell me for what?
“omg, i did so badly in the EXAM! how? HOW? HOW? HOW? HOW?”
wanted to tell her this so badly:
Please go to the School of Mathematical Sciences. Take the lift to the 7th floor. Walk towards the balcony. and
then jump down. instant death. then you don’t have face the bad grades you got. Got it? but i know in the end you wouldn’t do that because you know your grades are fine! you’d be receiving a way much better grades than me. so if this is a way of being humble, GET A GRIP! you think I am 3 years old? please stop stupidfy yourself. i know that word doesn’t exist. it was intended for you only. HAppY?
“did you study for the test?" omg, i didn’t study laaaaa……”
wanted to say this so badly: then go study la! tell me for what? oh, am i supposed to feel sorry for you?
“how to do this huh?”
intended to reply her: can you fucking stop acting like you are dumb? you will be dumb if you keep doing that.
WHAT THE HELL????
can you please stop whining????
ohmygawd, I don’t know how much more I can take?
can you believe from monday till friday I have to face these kind of people?
85 days in a semester I have to face them
85!
so in conclusion, I have had
85 x 4semesters = 340 days of misery! (so far)……
and counting……
in the end of my study here in USM
i’d be having
85 x 6semesters = 510 days of misery!
so can you blame me for having frequent breakdowns?
SERIOUSLY!
WHY AM I ALWAYS BEING SURROUNDED BY PYSCHOTIC GIRLS?
GET A LIFE!
Friday, December 2, 2011
we create money
we create the value of a coin and that piece of paper we call money
why there'd be a fiscal crisis then?
is money an unrenewable resource such as petroleum?
we are the cause of all these shit, aren't we?
because of some selfish bastards and sons of bitches others have to suffer
oh i'm sorry
probably God controls money right?
probably it is a test from God right?
well if no one wants to take the blame, we all end up blaming God for giving us a hard time
just that we put it in a super "nice" way
"it is a test from God"
we create the value of a coin and that piece of paper we call money
why there'd be a fiscal crisis then?
is money an unrenewable resource such as petroleum?
we are the cause of all these shit, aren't we?
because of some selfish bastards and sons of bitches others have to suffer
oh i'm sorry
probably God controls money right?
probably it is a test from God right?
well if no one wants to take the blame, we all end up blaming God for giving us a hard time
just that we put it in a super "nice" way
"it is a test from God"
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