Questions you should not ask

I’m freaking out. Yes, I am. Mr Panic just came knocking on my door. MY thesis (abstract submission to be exact) deadline is in two weeks! T_T I have nothing. NOTHING! on conclusion yet because I am not done with results and discussion! T_T x2

NO CONCLUSION MEANS NO ABSTRACT T_T xinfinity

Oh fyi my lecturer bled (of course not literally la!) on my first two chapters of my thesis HAHA!  after 3 drafts, 3 DRAFTS he was still bleeding. I really do hope it wasn’t real blood. I think I have terrible skills in scientific writing. GRLAAAAAH! ::I do not know what that expression meant. All I know is that I am so terribly messed up::

and then came the job thingy to mess my head further.

Can I just runaway?

Can I not make a decision now although I think I have made A DEEcision but I just don’t want to admit that I have made that Decision so I do not have to face the fact that in the end one party would be disappointed and I have to face that consequence anyhow because even if I do not want to disappoint anyone I would like not to disappoint myself but knowing that there is no such thing as a win-win situation in my situation I rest my case fullstop :: breathe::

I wanted to write on good things (what can i say, at least I am trying to add something positive into my blog of 100000000 depressing posts?!). Happy things. Happy moments I have had during the recent semester break. I did enjoyed that one week. Get to spend time with people (family and friends) back home. and I ATE A LOT! 2 DINNER "PARTIES” with my family! that’s a progresss! we finally managed to cramp 2 big dinners (with full attendance! ) in a week! *claps* HAHA but we all know the reason for that full attendance was because I brought a plus-one teehee

and of course I can’t afford to write more on my holidays cos Time’s up! Back to work now T_T

sigh

posthol syndrome

I just caught an emo bug =(

among other things

I WAS THERE!

JUSTIN LIM from the FIX! gasp! still with his dreadlocks after 5 years… can you believe it!?
*credits to intan*
lepak-ing at Penang Botanical Gardens before the show. Awesome day to just lie on the ground and stone. haha.
*credits to intan*
*credits to intan*
RM 90 (but I paid RM45 only HAHA) for 6hours+ of spectacular show! and yummy looking dreadlocksguy! how can I possibly miss it right! HAHA

late birthday celebration for ahjumma CHK! at NazaTalya

was supposed to be a waffles and pancakes buffet. got cheated. they only serve pancakes and they were made pretty badly. I trust the batter i usually make is much much fluffier and milkier..

but still whack like crazy! hahah…
best thing to go with pancakes… ICE-CREAM!

moi and birthday boy

the motley crew
best day out in years!  months! HAHA!
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something present?
err… probably I wasn’t clear? (I hope not) but err yea! it is official guys/gals… HAHA…
I hate facebook so there won’t be any relationship updates there HAHA.. only here. exclusively for you darlings. yaya I am kohlau (still pretty unsure what it means. go figure!) HAHA
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and among other things

you guys will be missed. RIP.

the rational me said FINISH UP THE FIRST TWO PART OF YOUR THESIS!
the stressed me could only think of home
i wish running away from responsibilities could be done by simply running away. am i redundant or what.
i can’t. can i?
even myself wouldn't allow myself to do so.
HAHA.
wtcrap am i saying. you go figure.