i got into an ugly argument with my sister today.. again..
everytime i will try not to engage any argument with her... i simply keep my mouth shut and pretend to hear nothing from her.. this way, i could stop my mouth form spilling any mean words out..
but today, i could compromise no more..
no more keeping mum..
i yelled profusely at her. and i'm very proud of it.. i couldn't sit there and do nothing. since i was suppose to drop her at work, i didn't ..i left it to my mum.. i intend to drive her there myself but after listening to her crap, i got so irritated.. i watched tv instead...btw she's actually kinda late to work.. plus the argument she started.. she's so so late... haha.. karma!


i know i'm not good at making people understand me bcuz i always walk away whenever i'm not comfortable of what ppl say or i'll sighed and frowned..
it's unlikely for me to explain and justify myself to others simply because i find it useless and it's not my main priority to do so.. people will still think the way they wanted ... we are humans!

how could she insult me and say untrue stuffs about me without proper research infront of my mum with no reason... i'm the one who should yell at her after wednesday's incident but i didn't... i kept my composure for the sake of not wanting to spoil the night.. but i couldn't take it anymore..
can you believe i'm stucked in a car with HER for an hour and have to listen to HER raising HER annoying voice at HER boyfriend?????!!!!!!

i HATE IT!!!!
gosh! I swear i would never ever ever have dinner with her and her boyfriend ever ever ever again in my life...with condition my dad's not joining us...and not just dinner only, vacation, yumcha,and everything that we can do together, i would certainly avoid...

you see, my sister is so so afraid of my dad...hence, she wouldnt dare to throw her tantrums infront of him..

that wednesday, my dad ffk us suddenly.. i should have seen this coming... haihzz..
so one lesson learnt... NO DADDY NO DINNER!period.

my relationship with my sister weren't good long long time ago...though i'm not really proud of it..

we have lots of misunderstandings... but i never intended to stop it becuz it's useless... her mouth is way too powerful than anyone can expect...even if i did explain.. total useless.. no use beating a dead horse.


ps it was not her bf's fault.. i never blame him. instead, i pity him. really.