in my soapbox, just like everybody else.

i cry when I'm mad and pissed at somebody
but i cry too, when I'm sad and disappointed at certain people i care and love

to me, crying is a mode of self-expression. but I'm not a cry baby. i don't cry all the time. only under certain circumstances.

i was hurt badly by some words uttered by her. not that badly but still bad. u may think that I'm just a lil overly sensitive. over- exaggerated the whole situation/ordeal. i have to say sorry because u have not stepped in my shoes. having said that, i do not blame u. and thank goodness you don't have to.
it wasn't because of her words that triggered me to be so emotional yesterday. it was the anger i have kept for years and slowly I'm starting to project it all out whenever history repeats itself. for so many years I've tolerated her, her attitude and kept it to myself. in my mind i thought i have let it go. but little did i know, my subconscious mind did not.

she could be older. and i assumed that she'd be much wiser than i am. sadly that's not the case.
she wasn't someone i would look up too because she's way too narcissistic. and i hated how she treats people around her like dirt. she claims to be true and honest for everything she says but that's not the case when comments made by her are simply rude and ignorant- as if she doesn't have a filter system in her brain before she blurts everything out. i mean, seriously how can someone be this proud? i know, a narcissist would. and no doubt she is one.

u may think i am rude, that i am acting like a spoilt child but the fact is in my family everybody's equal. except my parents of course. every one in the family is treated equally. again, except the dogs. they are royalty in the family. we get the same things. we share things since we were young. however i seriously don't know where the friggin hell did she got her mouth from!

is there any competition for bitches? if such competition exists, i am her biggest recommendation for this competition cos that's her greatest asset.